Cold Light by Jenn Ashworth
9th Jun 2011
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Set in a grim, cold and grey city, unmistakably Northern with the Ribble running alongside dilapidated apartment blocks and crumbling terraces, Cold Light is the second, brilliant novel by prize-winning author Jenn Ashworth.
Ten years ago, on Valentine’s Day, the bodies of beautiful fourteen-year-old Chloe and her much older, forbidden boyfriend Carl were found in the frozen lake. Presumed to be a star-crossed lovers’ suicide pact the city comes together to mourn the tragedy, and Chloe’s best friend Laura becomes a very reluctant celebrity.
Now grown and living in a moulding flat, working as a cleaner and never brushing her hair, Laura is dangerously obsessed with the past. Her memories of Chloe and her death are clouded with unresolved feelings towards her former rival for her best friend’s affections, Emma.
When a body is found near the site of Chloe’s apparent suicide, Emma and Laura come together to watch the events unfold. Both girls have secrets to tell, but will Laura’s depressed state allow her to confront her past?
Named as one of twelve best new authors by the Culture Show last year, Ashworth’s first novel, A Kind of Intimacy, was a darkly hilarious tale, leading to a bitter and haunting finale. Employing the same comic noir writing style, Cold Light is a much angrier, more ‘real’ book.
Whereas Annie in A Kind of Intimacy was almost too bizarre, the story that unfolds in Cold Light of being a teenage girl in the late nineties is chillingly true in its tone. Ashworth captures being fourteen completely; the back stabbing, constant fear and worry.
Having grown up in a similar situation in the late nineties, so much resonated with me; one moment that stood out was the description of Chloe’s hair, twisted into two dangly bits either side of her face that smells like her morning breath because she uses her spit to stick it together, exactly like we all used to do. This isn’t the bright shiny Spice Girls reminiscence of childhood; this is a punch in the gut and a shudder down the spine at how horrible being a girl really was.
Covering themes of abuse, mental illness, ablism, and cult of celebrity this is no way an easy read. Parts could be extremely triggering as to what extent Carl, the older scary boyfriend who has ‘his girls’ and is building a darkroom has manipulated his way into their lives.
However, the comic touch displayed so aptly in A Kind of Intimacy is also evident throughout. Favourite moments for me included the laugh out loud scene in Boots when Laura’s much older, sad mother insists on reporting her daughter for shoplifting.
There is a lot to this book, but it didn’t feel crowded, or too busy. Chloe is the classic manipulative cow that everyone hated at school but desperately wanted to be; Laura, or Lola as she was known, is a quiet mouse with a dad that’s ‘gone a bit soft’ and a crush on her maths teacher.
Apart from the slightly fantastical nature of the original setup for the book, and the garish, grating character of Terry, the news anchor whose all seeing eye dictates the spirit of the town, this book is one that will remain with me for a while.
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